you won t get better til you re worse

Despite Dr. Who, tea, chocolate fudge sauce and strawberries, and even a bit of Supernatural, I think I managed to freak myself out more than I thought. I feel like I ran a (mostly emotional) marathon instead of sleeping. So yeah, I called in sick to work. Idk what my dad will think of that, since he didn't know I was freaking out, but... I'll probably lie. Now I'm up early, because I still have the alarm to take meds at the right time, and I just want to go back to sleep. I should probably drag... read more

Title: 'Til the End - Chapter 7 - Part 2 Author: Lynne Rating: T, possibly M in future chapters Summary:  Inspired by the 2x12 promo voice over; "who would you want to spend your last day with?" Ten years in the future New York crumbles under terrorist attacks. Disclaimer: I own nothing, GG belongs to C.v.Z.. J.S.. and the C.W. For fun, not profit! A/N Same as part one :) Dan’s metal crutch slipped against concrete slick with blood from his injured ankle and he jolted...

i know there's something really wrong with me.  and it makes me mad that i cant figure out what.  i have a project to do that basically is my whole grade for english, but i cant bring myself to do it.  even though it's due tomorrow.  and i had a month to do it.  i cant even do regular homework, or finish anything i start.  i used to be able to stay up til midnight finishing things, but now i just dont even start them.  i'm failing one class, and i'm heading in that direction with a couple others...

If you don't know what the shocker is, I won't tell you but I will say it is definitely NOT as worse as the following: at sometime between 8pm and 9pm in downtown Sendai, Mitsukoshi neighborhood (i.e. fashion district, such as it is for touhoku) I saw some dude in his... mid 20's with his ladyfriend, presumably on a date. On a date, you'd probably want to look your best. Or at least cool. Or at least not offensive. This bloke, however, apparently didn't get the memo OR enjoys giving society...

So. I am not a rabid HP fan. I got into the books only after the first movie came out. I've only read any of the books like 2-3 times, at most. I never went to a midnight party for the books or movies. I barely remembered anything from HBP . Et cetera, et cetera. But man, being in the middle of Nowhere, VA, was not going to stop me from procuring DH . I hardly put the book down. I have to say that this book was AWASH with so many Christian references (obscure and otherwise), I was taken...

So last night i was thinking about things. While i didnt figure out much i did have some thoughts on religion and here they are. I think the bible and other books like them (koran or however ya spell it) arent meant to be strict guidelines. Like laws in this country. I believe they are more like a users guide to happiness. That makes more sense to me. Even if there are verses in it saying differently i still believe this to be true because humans wrote it and maybe they didnt understand or wanted...