hmm lets see..where to start... well Josh was supposed to come out last weekend.. like Friday night/Sat...obviously he didnt but it wasnt like a major plan or anything so i wasnt really too bummed about it, talked to him monday and he totalled his car he sounded pretty bummmed about it.. so whatev... ive been thinking alot, like...ALOT about this whole situation... okay so ive been miserable...pretty miserable since ive been home... mostly because the two guys i have tried dating since ive been home... read more