Worthless My rant upon myself

Why am I not remembering anything? It’s very frightening not being able to remember things I did yesterday… Did I skip something? And I can’t even remember important conversations… Nothing makes sense. I can’t believe that I’m young; I have the mind of someone much older than I. When I don’t remember something, I get defensive. And when I get defensive, the topic changes to something broader. Instead of facing it, I run to my bedroom. I try to explain my forgetfulness, but… They don’t listen. I’ve... read more

This special fWEo presentation opened in Sphere's office, as most fWEo programs do. His guest? Jackhammer. Yes, his former tag team partner, for those of you who either don't remember or simply choose to ignore that fact. "Ah...A-Train." "Jackhammer." "I'm sorry, my mistake. So, Nathan Jones...I've called you into my office for a reason. Yes, that's right. It's not like you just magically appeared in here just so we could get you on the show. You're worthless anyway. I mean, who would...

Title: Hangover from Hell? Pairing: Ryan/Brendon Rating: NC-17 Summary: The one where they get drunk and married. Notes: I write Ryan's POV, Brendon's is written by Kylie ( nailsxtacks ) Disclaimer: Don't own, know, believe or wish to get sued. Chapter 01 Brendon's POV Ugh! Morning; not a good one. The headache in my head was pounding, making my ears ring. I didn't want to open my eyes because that means light. Light means... bad- no, strike that- bad...

Friday, May 11, 2007 A Not-so Perfect Day For Printmaking. i think that the thng that bothers me the most about the situation, is that people will just think i procrastinated to a point to self-fucking over.  i cant tell you how many...

Delacroix sits at a desk in the center of the room, his back facing the entrance from the library, and a book splayed before him. Several lanterns sit upon the tabletop, lighting what appears to be an arcane tome that the Vampire reads from, running his finger along the pages, and mumbling the incantations that are written. "No... No! This isn't it!" Obviously frustrated, the man takes the tome and hurls it across the room, where it flutters down upon a knee-high pile of already discarded books...

A quote from the wonderful Margaret Cho - and I couldn't agree more! SELF ESTEEM RANT: I continue to love myself until I love another. And I have self-esteem. Which is pretty amazing because I’m somebody who wouldn’t necessarily have a lot of self-esteem, as I am considered a minority. And if you are a woman, if you’re a person of color, if you are gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender, if you’re a person of size, if you’re a person of intelligence, if you’re a person of integrity, then ...