Worry Wart

I have spent the last several days worrying constantly about the situation with natalie and cory's family. It is so unhealthy because I get distracted in class and have trouble sleeping because I am thinking about it. It makes no sense because I know she is a liar and her and I have never been meant to be friends. I shouldn't be worrying about this. It is not my problem and I don't have any place being involved in it. I am pretty sure after thinking about it for a couple days that she is lying about... read more

Wordpress looks tempting... but I can't abandon LJ. I just looked at when I started... 3 long years. hey beez, i like that marilyn monroe quote. A wise girl kisses but doesn’t love, listens but doesnt believe, and leaves before she is left. - Marilyn Monroe Thank you mum for raging at me all day and making this such a top day. i had plans... i never have plans... u ruin my shit. prolli this is lame at 18, but i am grrrrr. "i hope i get run over by a car"... thats lame rite, but i wanna scream...

i'm not going to post on my family day today. will do that tmr. today, i want to dedicate this post to 2 people. first is huiling , my best friend, and to weishan , another of my darlings who share the passion of Literature with me. (: so as i'm typing, weishan is talking to me, about what i want. and how huiling is worried for me due to my studies. * * * just all of a sudden, weishan came to talk to me asking me about my future plans. and she said this really amazing thing...

lik now, i'm worried jaylynne and lauren will become eachothers numbero uno again. :/ like they used to be, then lauren and denae got close and jaylynne slowly slipped outta the picture, and i came in, full swing. been hanging out every weekend for like 6 weekends, almost all weekend. yuh, we've gotten hellla' close. and i just don;t want that to be taken away now that lauren and denae are falling apart. :/ well, i guess i'm going home wif jay tomarrow, so thimgs won't be so bad. but still, idk...

[ooc: Lucy's not good at dealing with death obviously but she wants to be supportive of others sooooo that's why this entry is here! Strikes are not readable. Twenty-mun, let's do that dream log tonight okay? :D] I've got a bad feeling... If anybody needs anything from up in the Sphere and you think you can tolerate me, because I know I've got a special skill for annoying people sometimes let me know. I'm pretty good for errand running. To anybody going through a hard time right now though...

someone asked for pictures of my workplace... in my tiny cramped room i love: my new sparkly table. art from other people. my dad's picture. bills from st-hubert with names i love (that aren't mine but i sometimes wish would be...) three little sheep. my mess... i started painting for my next show. it took quite a lot of convincing myself, i just sat there. sat worrying about not getting that job i want. sat there getting more and more anxious about finding another job if i...