"Whether by your will or not, there is no ship now that can bear me hence." ... I envy them. All of them. I just can't stop thinking about it. It's an obsession. I hate reading their birth stories. But yet I love it more than anything. 19 and 20 year old girls... some even younger. I'm so envious of them... and so proud. I admire them so much. I think about the moment that they found out they were pregnant. I think about what they must have felt at that exact moment. The fear... read more