Xanax is a warm blanket. It's like a thick tapesrty curtain pulled over your head, a compete opaque barrier between me and the world. My head doesn't stay up by itself. I feel like a psychadelic zombie working for the side of good. I love drugs and people on drugs and everyon on drugs. It was just some geese. Today I made a strip tease for Evan and we did it and it was fun. I feeel like what it might be like to be retarded. My hand sarent doing what my brain commands them to do. It doesn't matter... read more