Waiting for this to happen sucks. I wish I had a better way of putting it all down for everyone to read. It really and truly sucks. Every thing my body does, everything my body says I go over with a fine tooth comb. "Is that how it begins?" "Is it happening?" I feel like a fat adorable woman waiting for the arrival of her first child. We tried sex, walking, salads (although I don't know what the hell that does) and I have come to the conclusion that it will happen when it happens. I have chosen... read more
