So I realized something on my vegas trip this past weekend. I really can't be away from Es that long. I had let him go to see Jacob on saturday, and on and off all weekend I would feel depressed thinking about him and worrying. It made me think that i don't think i can let him see his dad anymore. And if he does only for a day or 2 at the most. It just sucks cause he loves his dad so much. After I picked him up on Tuesday night we were in line coming back and he started crying because he already... read more