My moods are like being on a constant rollercoaster.. or even better for comparison one of those drop towers... Dont know how much more of it i can take.. let alone how much more josh is going to take. I have all these things bottled up.. They surface and I just kind of kick the sand to cover it over again. The cycle repeats and gets harder each time.. I feel like either Josh is just tired/done acknowledging it or worse that he is looking at me but just not seeing me. IDK any more. Aside from... read more
