sitting here with a drink in hand with all of these thoughts going through my head I intoxicate myself once again you and I always knew I was weak now I'm slurring my words and I can barely speak what has become of me? because I'm too far down in this hole I'm in and I don't think I want to ever come out of it sitting next to a guy that I don't even know and I talk to much about the way I thought things would go all he said was "in time you just grow" but I've made the wrong turns too many times... read more
