So lately I have no idea what to say to anyone. My friends back home are more worried about me than they have been in years. I've been thinking about how reckless and destructive my life is becoming...and I actually cant honestly say that I have any interest in changing it. I've never been closer to my dreams. Yet for some reason I'm not a big fan of my life as of late. My friendships up here, as much as I love two of my girls, are rather one-sided friendships. Everything up here seems so two dimensional... read more
