things i think about but know i shouldnt

how did it start? and honestly when? when did you tell her about me? did it feel good to lie to me? did it feel good to be with her on your bday when i had just sent you a huge birthday package? did i ever mean anything to you? or the whole time were you just waiting for herto break up with dave so you could be with her? why would you ever joke about peach pancakes? why did you continue to joke and flirt with me when according to the timeline, you were with her already? are you happy with... read more

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i have honestly naver felt more stupid i knew i shouldnt have trusted you that much i shouldnt have expected you to understand it and i was dumb for trying  i mean, its horrible to know that the last 2 years of my life were pointless at least that time of them that were spent with you and that you are that incredibly fake thats the part that completly blows my mind how can anyone be that dumb why would you want to  i have nothing more to say about the situation im finished talking about it...

wow remind me to update you later but for now i'm just putting some IM's that people sent me tonight. holy shit. chelseydragon: BballJoeBoe22: see, i'm like scared to say i "like" her...because, it's still kinda sudden from after the sam thing, and i don't really wanna start dating anyone, because well, i'm leaving in 6 months for college, and i'm going out of state most likely, soi won't even really be aroudn much longer BballJoeBoe22: and it would suck to get into something, and then just end...

Okay so i had an okay day Litterally the whole day was okay. I mean it went by kinda like whatevr i didnt go to slow or to fast for me i was just kinda in wach class i mean i didnt do anything productive but....i mean i hardly even learned anything darn by best frind is about to leave, sam no please dont go hmm i dont feel like doing homework i think i'll stay here maybe..... i dunno whatevr i feel like reading i love reading sigh this is where im suppose to just vent my anger but i dunno i need...

hearts&&lips on hold. one thing I never understood... Why is not telling someone something considered lying. Do you honestly expect me to tell you everything. I hate how I had a bitter/sweet day and I cant tell anyone why. This is like major 'everyone we're gonna hate Candace now' news. Its kind o f unnerving, the butterflies in my stomach are tying knots and I absolutely deteste it. I've been twisting the thought in my mind && I cant help but to be upset over it. Its just differe...