I'm just too fucking insecure to be in a relationship with anyone. That's my problem. I need someone to tell me what to do, what to think because my own rational perception is clouded over by this tremendous guilt and self-loathing that I constantly feel. Normal people don't feel guilty for burdening their partner with their existence, surely? So why the hell do I? I need regular reassurance but even then, no such words of comfort mean a thing to me because I simply don't believe anything.. I play... read more
