The Great Unfinisher

When I start something new, I go at it 110%. When I started taking music lessons again, I spent way too much money resorting my clarinet, buying new music, finding a great music teacher. Because I work at a school and get home about two hours before anyone else, I set aside an hour of that time each day to practice. And let me tell you, for about six months, I did just that. I was starting to actually feel comfortable with playing again when I started sluffing. I’d find little things to distract... read more

i think i fucked up the sizing when i exported these. fuck. if not for a day, if not for an hour or so, these moments of intense content arise, hard to explain. stream of consciousness. skytrain to where-ever-who-cares, listening to music, personal moment, life reflecting outside-in. no one says anything. it's like, the music i listen to makes life-soundtrack-hyperbole. all i want are those moments, waiting for them, they happen so seldom now. ugh, whining. lame...