today i start writing my ideas, the things that float threw my mind, the several things that i experience in this so called life. there is never enough feeling. i never feel that i am here. i never feel that i am understood. that i can never completely explain myself. dull. boring. this state feels lame. when your in a hole. in a system. the girls feel too i don't know know, into their phones i guess. the life of work. always the same story. church sometimes feels like the only life. its never the... read more
