today's exam was mediocre at best, but mediocre at worst, too. so I'm happy. as usual, my goal was not to do well but to get out of the exam as quickly as possible; not because I don't like exams, but because I'm easily bored and lazy, and also because I'm the worst sort of competetive - I'm self competetive. extremely. but I'm happy. in fact, if I were being in any way self-reflective and insightful, I'd say that I'm going up. "up" as in hypermanically so. but I don't care!! I'm happy happy happy... read more