eat so fucking much today. also managed to c/s when i got home but i didn't even have the energy to deal with yet another fucked up binge so i stopped. had since i got up at 7: cereal, chilli con carne roll, thorntons chocolate, huge chicken stir fry, slice of cake, apple, c/s biscuit. some days i wish i could throw up so bad. I'm so fucking stressed, my digestion is fucked to hell right now. My chest is so fucking sore i almost wish i could have something awful like pneumonia just to give me a... read more