Today was just one of those days where Like all i could think about was my life and where the fuck was I going. I honestly don't know. I want to make it in the world. I want to be something. But is that what God planned for me? I dont know b/c GOd works in mysterious ways and its just I dont know If i want to be around to wait for it. I try to be optomistic I promise, but lately all I can see is the bad things in life. Like right now I cant get another job, my dad doesnt have a job, my family doesnt... read more