cause i don't want to know how it looks to feel like this. as cars and people pass it feels like standing still but i move i'm just moving uncomfortably slow slow down... maybe i'm too small for this big place. or too big, too much. what do people see when they look at me? what do they hear when i speak? do they see a beautiful girl, stylish, seemingly at peace and in her place in the world? or do they see the anguish i feel inside, my perpetual insecurity, all my fears and issues? do they... read more
