Daddy, i really need you this time around. this doesnr feel lky the rest, but somehow it does. i feel lky venting my anger out, but i dont know how. something's somehow's wierd. and i cant put a finger on it. i feel lky i want to give up cuz it feels lky there' no point, but den again, i dont want to cuz i dont want this to be wasted. i really really treasure this. but it feels lky this treasure is gonna disappear in time to come. i really sincerely dunno what to do. i dont want to have... read more
