I'm really irritated with a lot of things - mostly some of the people in my life right now and how undependable they can be, not at all including Philip, though. Ugh. I'm just.. trying to find ways to turn my anger into something more constructive, but it's incredibly difficult. The stress is just really starting to build up and I'm afraid I'm going to revert back to staying in my room all day and not talking to anyone, but I honestly feel like I can't do that because of the childcare that... read more