for once i understand what the true meaning of shel silversteins title "falling up" is. its a total upheavel of anything lodgical. its more than that its an experience that makes you say wow am i really sane? but what is sane? how do we define everything when there is no way to really do anything justice with explaination. its all experience. but anyway i wasn't gonna write about that but it came up. nothing inspires me now. that makes it hard to do things. lack of motivation self-doubt. negative... read more