I have $1.96 to my name. and nothing to show for it. so much that needs to be done but i can't seem to do anything except fuck up be broke and hungry and push away the one person i care about because i tell him everything. (about how fucked up and undesirable i am). i will never be capable of acting in a way that society deems acceptable or even fun because when i'm sober i can't eat comfortably in public. ( why is everyone looking at me ) i can't socialize without getting extremely anxious... read more
