am I really that repulsive? why is it the only women who can seem to stand me anymore tend to be thousands of miles away? or are completely insane. or both. I can't seem to tell anyone anything with out the world coming down on me. am i really that fucked up? I mean fuck i knew last guys finished last, but come on can i at least FINISH! I really am fucking tired. I'm tired of the false bullshit that goes on now days. I'm tired of all this god damn self help bullshit. I'm tired of the word NORMAL... read more