Relieved

As usual, previous entries must be considered. Can' t help but feel relieved. Yesterday i tried some of those old links on one of my old hd' s that led to Valérie' s My space and her lj. And found out both of them are deleted. As well as rotch' s lj is deleted. This made me fear the worst. Since i had sensed that Valérie was in quite a " depressive " state after i had predicted that her affair with Jerry would come to an end. Nobody would believe that. But then it happened, against all odds, and... read more

My sister Kerstin called me yesterday evening. Our moms surgery went well considering the circumstances. They keep her in a kind of "artificial sleep" until this morning to avoid bleedings and too much pain. Kerstin will keep me informed about her condition and the next steps of treatment. For those who wonder about this: In Germany the hospital employees aren´t allowed to give informations to everybody that´s why my mom authorized my sister Kerstin as the first contact person. She has a medical...

Wow, two entries in one day. o_O Lol. Goes to show you how bored I usually am. I am feeling very relieved atm. I am happy to know that I am still on speaking terms with my ex, and that he still would like to be my friend. Thank God, because he's one of the best friends that I've ever had. ^_^ Other than emotions running wild, my day was pretty normal I guess. My 26-year-old cousin came over to have me flat-iron her hair for a job interview she had to go to. I don't really understand why she can't...

after what had been discussed today, i really felt relieved. all our feedbacks have not fallen on deaf ears and i am very sure that actions will be taken to rectify the problems. we really cannot survive if we are continuously being treated like that each day. can you imagine, in the first 3 days of us being there, 3 people broke down crying and that includes me too. like seriously. who would have thought i will be the first one to break down. not to boast, but i've always been the one encouraging...

I am feeling relieved after talking to my good friend (and also my sister-like). I had lot of confusions on my "marriage" and it was pulling me sideways. luckily for me, I did get a chance to talk to her and understand what my problem is. well as in most of the cases, a problem stems from one's own self. and mine was no different.

dear diary, i did it. at least i made a step. i called, then sent email. and yeah, i hope it works. a bit relieved. it doesn't mean i got it already, so i have to wait the result. oh God, i hope it's gonna be a good result, then i could make another plan. i have a list which i have to do next, and that's "depressing thing" is on the top list, so, i can't plan another before those thing fix. i know i can. i know i can. i know i can. oh, yeah, i'm gonna tell you.. last night i  went to the...