So in my long life, I have learned some valuable lessons. Among those, I have learned that friendship don't last as long as I like. It seems that in life they are on a cycle, you can be at the top and have many great close friends, but at another time, you can be at the bottom and not have but one or two good friends. Well I do believe I'm on the lowering side of this cycle with one of my friends. It's almost like mourning someone who died. Well in fact, the friendship died, so that may be it.... read more