16:40 I think I'm going to go lay down with my heating pad and watch mindless television for a while. # 18:31 days like today I really do not like my body or the growing older thing. Can I just be on the other side of menopause now? # 18:49 *contemplating more pain pills or some brandy* # 18:49 and possibly words. # 18:57 so...my emotional state is not up to television watching apparently. Commercials have made me cry # 18:57 damn hormones # 19:10 Also... read more