Am I innocent? Or am I tarnished? Am I innocent because I believe in beautiful things and move forward and faith and trust that good things happen and believe that, always, there can be a happy ending? Because it's it's not okay, it's not the end. Or am I not allowed to be innocent because I'm not a virgin and I smoke and I love to talk about sex and I have self-inflicted scars and I've seen so many ugly things? Some days I feel so pure, newborn, like a seed freshly planted in warm dirt. And some... read more
