About 10 per cent of my waking life consists of pure terror, and mostly I don't even know what is there to be afraid of. Also there is some routine, irritation, a little friendly unmeaning chat and now and then some sweet&soft moments, which regrettably don't last. Agatha Christie wrote about her trying times, when her mother died and her husband announced his intention for divorce, about in same lines. She described being really tired and nervous, and once or twice going off crying for some trifling... read more
