I am trying to get the meaing of everything that happened this weekend, I am sure that a great deal of it will not be clear for a while. What is clear, is that i was approaching this from too limited a perspective, Trying to pretend I was only interested in 1 aspect of pla, or 1 role is simply not being true to myself. Its just a matter of making negotiation that much harder to do because there are so many places i can go. I still want more depth as a sub, although I might be an alpha, not sure... read more
