I did it, Journal-san. I sang to Eiri the song I wrote for him. Its such a personal song that no one else would understand half of what I wrote or why. But...he fell asleep when I was still saying the intro. I don't think he heard me. Maybe I'm meant to be alone. *sigh* I should have jumped out his fourth floor hospital window when I realized he was asleep. I guess its a good thing for the fans I'm not suicidal....anymore. Ryuichi read more
