I'm so fucking tired of this siht. I don't know what I did wrong, or what his problem is, but I still really feel like Richard doesn't want me around. It's like he never wants to sit with me or be in a room alone with me or be any kind of close to me unless we're going to bed. That's the only time he holds me anymore, it seems like. All the "you may as well just..." comments are really starting to get to me. We're talking tears in the eyes as soon as he says those 5 words. I don't understand what... read more
