I dreamed last night about Joseph and the Russian guy I dated at the beginning of the year. Weird about the Russian guy, he was trying to have sex with me and I wanted it bad. But I kept seeing Joseph all over the place and he was ignoring me. I dread the holiday, four days of idleness. I'm too depressed to be alone and doing nothing. I will have Thanksgiving with my parents but I won't be there the whole vacation holiday. I'll just be by myself since Dan has backed out of the Nashville trip. ... read more
