Another email I didn't send to Matt, but was going to... aug. 30 '06 i just, i miss you and please don't make it harder... you can't just expect me to not miss you at all or not talk to you at all, you just changed your mind like that and i was left feeling the same way, and now i'm so alone and i hate it and i'm not going to be able to find someone else who will love me very easily. no one like you especially. i just wish, ahh everything was fine the way it was! i hate the way my life... read more
