Suddenly realized, it's like I'm stuck. like everyone's moving foreward while I didn't do anything much this hols. and it's kinda more than gonna be over already. I was even more wierd when people started asking me yesterday.. I don't seem to be improving in any aspect either o.o Like, there was this, oh holiday's comming, gotta improve in performance by alot.. then, I stalled. and got stuck. damn. what am I doing man. I NEEDÂ to focus so much more. man... L, helped me abit (: in ways she dosen't... read more
