Got my ID for 'college' made. College. Bleh. It's just my electives. But it doesn't feel real, it doesn't feel like it's what I'm supposed to be doing with my life. I keep having nightmares, mostly where I'm running away from everybody I know, because they're chasing me, calling me crazy, and trying to strap me down and inject me with medicine, or I'm being drowned. Last night Josh and I were lying in his bed and I fell asleep because I was so damned tired, and I started having a nightmare... read more
