I've been having a lot of problems with my depression this week. I don't know what's set it off, but in addition to feeling down in the dumps I've had that awful physical sensation of wrongness, like my body is tangibly loathing itself rather than just relying on my conscious brain to do the hating. I don't know how else to describe it; if you've felt it you know what I'm talking about. I barely slept at all last night because of it, and it's so bad right now I feel too fragile and robotic and strange... read more
