another note to self / 48hrs kind of entry. met with a colleague today who is very desperate, so desperate that he could not enjoy what is given to him. he couldn't hear a word I said. I was vaguely trapped, like smoke in a room, with him for hours. I was slowly seeping out, but was still for the most part stuck there, sort of hanging in it, a bit removed so that I did not have feel the full impact of his manic edge and gnash intolerances with him. i know i have behaved the same way he has... read more
