i am completely and totally exhausted. today is NOT going well for me AT ALL. nothing had gone the way it was supposed to. and it's only 2 in the afternoon. i really hope that things get better from here. this holiday bull shit is really starting to get to me. i was in denial of the fact that i hate it, but now there's no escaping it. i mean, spending time with my family was no trouble at all, in fact i loved it. but the existence of other people irritated me to no end these last few weeks. i haven't... read more
