That's it. done. I don't give a shit anymore. [not in a suicidal way, honest, don't try and msn me like 'HOLY CRAP DON'T KILL YOURSELF' because no.] Well. Tonight is my drinking night. I am going to down this six pack. And then regret telling my mom that I didn't want the 12 dollar pack. Time to stop caring about everything. My god. I care way too much. I realized I'm really scared to be happy at all. I've had my mind in the gutter forever now. My super secret plan is stupid and over, and, to tell... read more
