Today is a real off day from what I have been used to over the past couple of weeks. In general, I have been feeling better about my life's direction. But, today, I feel back at square one, but not for the same reasons as before. I feel the anxiety building for a whole new reason, causing my tummy to rumble and upset, and my head to start aching. But, this reason feels as selfish to me as anything could. It is the lame "poor me" attitude which brings this reason to surface. I am realizing though... read more
