Everything seemed to just fall apart in my fingers today. Is my world really collapsing that fast? It feels like the sands of time are quickly slipping by me and I have no control over which grains pass and which do not. I used to have that ability, why loose it now? Maybe I'm just tired- yes- that's it. I'm tired. I'm tired of being cut down. I'm tired of the "harmless" jokes. I'm tired of always being second choice. I'm tired of always ending up with the short end of the stick. I'm tired... read more