im soooper hungry right now! but i shall look for non fatty food to eat later on! argh. felt guilty eating oily mee goreng for lunch today. terribleeeee. i was thinking of drinking nutrisoy only but ended up with fattening food! argh. but jogging was extremely relaxing! :D sweat alot too! okay. that was last night where i got too lazy and extremely sleepy thereafter to blog. anyway, today i felt really horrible. about everything. i never felt so insecure. so so insecure. i felt like crying. honestly... read more