I kinda went away for a while again. Not really sure where I went. I almost feel as if I didn't just disappear from here but also like I disappeared from the person I thought I was becoming.... I feel very confused. Cristal and me have been official again for months and I just feel....... I don't realy know how to describe how I feel. The days have come and gone a little better but I still think about what happened a lot. At least once a day I loose my self in a glimpse of it and feel helpless and... read more
