I honestly think that i need mental help.I cant figure out what the hell happened to me.While i know where it began,i dont know how it got to this point so quickly or more importantly,how to stop this shit before i go too far or end up doing something that is going to completely ruin my life.In December of 2006,my beautiful baby lailah was shot in the face by my son Timothy who was 3 at the time,lailah was two.The gun belonged to a boyfriend of mine and he made a careless decision, left the gun... read more