Yeah, can't you tell my depression is bipolar? It's frustrating me how I can only be flat and depressed. It feels like I'll never be happy again. Last night, I wrote my last words, but when I was getting ready to kill myself, my plan fell through. My mom was staying up until midnight working in her office. And the Sereqeol pretty much made me comatose for eight and a half hours. :( Today: -woke up depressed as hell -faked being happy to try to please my mom in the morning before school -listened... read more
