I actually never really wanted to feel. NO! i mean i'm happy that i do! but it would have hurt much less if i didn't. I was once asked if i were to give up one of the five senses which one would i trash? Without hesitation i answered touch. In retrospect i finally realized why. To me, touch was just another way to feel, and i didn't want to feel . Anything but feel... and maybe think. I would give all i own just to rid that evil and sickening image from my head. They were my favorite sheets... read more
