it doesnt seem to matter how good the day went it always ends the same... for example...today was a pretty good day. it was busy and productive. i watched a funny movie with sum of my friends, had the marraige class at church which is always fun. so overall, good day...and im still sitting here fighting tears. im still sitting here sad. wat is that? ive felt plenty of pain in my life but this? this is ridiculuosly indescribable. this is always there...never ending. no matter what it's hangin over... read more
