That's really the only word to describe it. I'm physically, mentally, and emotionally weary. But, if you ask me, I'll tell you I'm "fine." Because, right now, I simply have to be fine. I'm clinging to "fine" like a lifeboat in a storm. The storm that threatens to wash over me at the most inconvenient moments. I lost a week just before Christmas. That's a freak-out nightmare for me! At least, that's the nightmare I'm focused on. I can't focus on the true nightmare of my sweet baby... read more
