today was pretty insane for me i havent thrown up this much in a long time kinda i couldnt stop....it was crazy...i just had to get everything out of my stomach so i wont have to feel that feeling of fullness...ya know?i definitely feel like im going backwards to my horrible past of bulimia i mean im still am but back then when i was 16...well...i was pretty much obessed with it....i would purge 10 times a day and then it got so bad that i would throw up everything i ate..even a damn cracker...i... read more